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09.02.02 - entertained and giggly
09.01.02 - love supplicant: work, read, travel... travel?
08.31.02 - oh, portland
08.30.02 - cats
08.30.02 - barely touched and on display
08.30.02 - the formation of scales, wings and hair
08.28.02 - mileage
08.26.02 - i feel like i'm inside a pizza parlour, all checkered red and white
08.26.02 - DEATHDEATHDEATH
08.22.02 - squeaky
08.20.02 - t
08.19.02 - my pulse covered in dust and herbie hancock records
08.19.02 - i feel a dream down here
08.18.02 - kisses
08.18.02 - names and names, lines and lines
08.17.02 - baby's out alone
08.15.02 - no need for a sweater at ten pm in this weather
08.14.02 - everything is redundant and therefore calming. we have performed every single act thousands of times and by default we become unaware and vacationed.
08.14.02 - everybody wants to fuck bowie.
08.14.02 - wednesday evening
08.14.02 - hooves and water and the incredulous meaning of life
08.11.02 - plastic, frosting, heat and red underwear worn over blue tights
08.09.02 - pretty/warm/ticklish/inhale/salt
08.07.02 - slide the guitar
08.07.02 - oh juanita.
08.07.02 - dead/ phone line
08.06.02 - i hate you nelly for what you did to me
08.06.02 - farther down the line
08.04.02 - swing that way
08.04.02 - beautiful
08.04.02 - ringing the bell in the big city moon
08.03.02 - matter-of-fact
08.03.02 - car tunes
08.03.02 - narcolepsy around the corner
08.02.02 - RELAX Don't Do It...Let Your Body Get To It
07.31.02 - fingers tracing invisible lines between the moles on my arms
07.31.02 - tonal memories much like broken strings wound around fingers
07.30.02 - sometimes it is unbearable when everyone you love feels really far away
07.29.02 - lonely monday
07.29.02 - silence and failed lungs
07.27.02 - ducks, pants, bells and spit
07.25.02 - fingerprints, snowflakes and genetic code
07.25.02 - slow day in the sun
07.22.02 - "without you, today's emotions would be the scurf of yesterday's."
07.20.02 - self-sufficience
07.19.02 - lakes.
07.19.02 - the only chess game i've ever won
07.14.02 - bonding at work
07.14.02 - tonal
07.14.02 - downtime personified
07.13.02 - canoes
07.13.02 - it's a canoe type of day
07.10.02 - musicality
07.06.02 - i am sponge-bot.
07.05.02 - h o m e s i c k
07.03.02 - neighborhood excitement
07.03.02 - weber procession
07.03.02 - laughing at the computer screen
07.03.02 - i'll never marry a first cousin, though.
07.03.02 - it is official, the postman said. i have my college diploma.
07.02.02 - countdown
07.02.02 - oblong uncomfortableness
07.02.02 - missssster bernsssstein
07.02.02 - 148
07.02.02 - intake
07.02.02 - POTTER!
07.02.02 - the water polo player underneath a tree
07.02.02 - ventura boulevard
07.02.02 - fading anchors and painted women
06.30.02 - harry baby, you cast a spell on me
06.27.02 - drivin all night
06.27.02 - general hubub
06.27.02 - ruth's girl
06.27.02 - three dollars for twenty-five pounds.
06.26.02 - simon and garfunkel are humming in the background
06.26.02 - thirdhand
06.25.02 - it will feel so strange to live alone again.
06.23.02 - flapper displacement
06.22.02 - i thought it was good
06.22.02 - search engines
06.22.02 - cleaning season
06.22.02 - literacy zombies
06.20.02 - stoneridge
06.18.02 - if everyone has problems why do mine seem so looming and permanent?
06.14.02 - the underneath of my arms are sore
06.09.02 - sundays are inevitably sundays with me
06.09.02 - and i am super tired
06.09.02 - brighton pretends that lincoln logs are "light-savers."
06.09.02 - the autistic ouija board
06.09.02 - cliques
06.08.02 - as odd sounds are lovable
06.08.02 - davey, oh davey
06.08.02 - hum.
06.07.02 - they say you become a completely different person every seven years. what about after nine?
06.07.02 - these sorts of things fall apart
06.06.02 - neighbors
06.06.02 - i knew this already.
06.06.02 - and we'll drive all over town
06.06.02 - coworker in peril
06.06.02 - spray
06.06.02 - lady fitness
06.06.02 - supreme
06.05.02 - folding and folding and folding
06.04.02 - sticky backache
06.04.02 - i hate the heat.
06.03.02 - badly drawn decisions that last a week at the most
06.03.02 - The Wolf Fire in Ojai Wilderness
06.02.02 - siblings and lists with one item rule.
06.02.02 - joanne the un-clocked
06.02.02 - in the living room she paints his nails
06.02.02 - and finding a mamas & papas cd for three dollars at walgreen's
06.01.02 - girl, don't go away mad (just go away)
05.31.02 - and a chorus from the kitchen sings
05.31.02 - he grabs my hand and smells it and tells me i'm pretty. how romantic.
05.31.02 - thursday night in a tight black nightgown. it was the first thing i found.
05.29.02 - why i wouldn't go dancing tonight
05.29.02 - various miscellaneous
05.27.02 - davey's shocked face
05.27.02 - slow memorial
05.27.02 - my ears hurt. here's some lists.
05.27.02 - waking up wearily
05.26.02 - too tired to expand
05.26.02 - happy birthday goo's mom
05.26.02 - circles
05.24.02 - birthdays, snot and fallen trees
05.23.02 - narcocatsy
05.22.02 - i haven't written about how great hedder is for a while. so.
05.22.02 - me, lately.
05.22.02 - one was for you
05.22.02 - work friend
05.22.02 - lesson number three
05.21.02 - DO NOT SMOKE WHILE SUFFERING FROM THEE DREADED HICCUPS.
05.21.02 - genealogical sleep
05.20.02 - there's the day
05.20.02 - sick still
05.20.02 - the belly-rub
05.19.02 - cough cough cough
05.19.02 - j.r.r. tolkien rules
05.18.02 - i saw the scene unfold
05.17.02 - celebrism
05.17.02 - stuck in mid-flight
05.17.02 - staircases
05.17.02 - eeelissa
05.17.02 - happy trails to you until we meet again
05.17.02 - foam letters traced and outlined in marker, the cat kept stealing them away
05.16.02 - percentages
05.16.02 - hey sandy, as you walk by
05.15.02 - but what is motown?
05.15.02 - i love it here
05.13.02 - the psych wart
05.13.02 - we've got it all worked out the plans are made
05.12.02 - i'll light the match and the flames will attack
05.09.02 - ships sailing through a sea of [diet coke and] black tea
05.09.02 - girl pirate
05.07.02 - wanting to disappear in general
05.06.02 - dominoes
05.05.02 - they start anyway
05.05.02 - burning up for your love
05.05.02 - schekit be'vakasha
05.05.02 - stablilizing the local eastern european economy
05.04.02 - he hides under chairs/ she arrived wearing a brown plaid newsboy cap and a lowslung belt.
05.02.02 - isles, portions, clear soda
05.01.02 - ten days
04.30.02 - the bells ring twelve times in this town as well
04.30.02 - cellos
04.30.02 - on the bridge out of town
04.30.02 - tell me something i don't know
04.29.02 - rides
04.29.02 - vacation all we ever needed
04.29.02 - the cakes ride again
04.28.02 - ja vol!
04.28.02 - when the skies are clear
04.28.02 - woah-oh-oh
04.27.02 - firday lunch: curried rice and businessmen
04.27.02 - oh go away again
04.27.02 - arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh
04.27.02 - the to-not list
04.27.02 - gah squared
04.26.02 - i am very excited
04.26.02 - heather shoplifted at macy's while i sat outside cinnabon and wrote to ocean
04.26.02 - oh nevermind, i'm cold and my cat is eating my foot.
04.26.02 - visual reference would be nice, huh?
04.26.02 - triple Ds as evidenced photographically can shatter one's perception of one's frontal form.
04.26.02 - neverland update
04.26.02 - writing impetus
04.25.02 - not right now
04.23.02 - zaps and whistles
04.23.02 - someone told me this once and i finally watched the movie.
04.22.02 - 11. why do i love donuts so much?
04.22.02 - 11. she moans on the answering machine
04.22.02 - they're all wearing sunglasses, too
04.22.02 - i'm imagining you doing that in a shopping mall
04.22.02 - never never land
04.21.02 - quilts
04.21.02 - i hate camping, you know
04.21.02 - the weirdest lesbian
04.21.02 - fat girl in a department store
04.21.02 - i don't know where stability is
04.18.02 - we rule
04.18.02 - ironically, the red moon-shaped bruise is already fading.
04.18.02 - scarecrows, nazis and a dog named binky
04.17.02 - did you know that cheech made a childrens' album?
04.17.02 - things that make you go hmm
04.16.02 - the strong one
04.16.02 - family vocabulary
04.16.02 - retail headache
04.16.02 - on the way home i
04.16.02 - pride
04.14.02 - nine slotted bruises
04.13.02 - i hate sleeping
04.13.02 - ice cream soda pop
04.12.02 - you can't write that down
04.12.02 - jimeny crickett, my ass.
04.12.02 - brake lights, exhaust and slow-moving trucks in the fast lane
04.12.02 - promises made, promises broken
04.12.02 - johnny's got the inside moves
04.11.02 - file under the falls
04.11.02 - or is it the inverse
04.11.02 - my own sigh
04.11.02 - the bumble bee has watering eyes
04.09.02 - co-workers gone awry
04.09.02 - when it rains, everything makes sense
04.08.02 - oh go away
04.08.02 - random love moment and it is bestowed upon HEATHER LYNN
04.08.02 - i need a nap.
04.08.02 - coming home
04.08.02 - clean clothes
04.08.02 - sightings
04.08.02 - meow meow?
04.08.02 - the giant vans versus the tiny autistic kids: vans 1, kids 0.
04.07.02 - davey kitty
04.07.02 - born on a mountaintop in oakland hills, strongest cat you ever did see... davey, davey kitty, king of apartment c.
04.05.02 - it is the spine that i will always remember
04.04.02 - stephen my student
04.04.02 - (i'd breathe on you and tell you everything will turn out okay)
04.04.02 - he would make the perfect cat
04.03.02 - BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRING
04.03.02 - sore today
04.03.02 - autistic nightmare
04.02.02 - the hallway has succumbed to dirty clothing
04.02.02 - housecleaning
04.02.02 - what are you complaining about?
04.02.02 - the new blue
04.02.02 - homer and manmeat walk to walgreen's
04.02.02 - one short recorder sounding like a muffled trumpet
04.02.02 - dubious debaclaus
04.02.02 - you are as sweet as candy.
04.01.02 - today's guest speaker will be heather lynn
04.01.02 - a continuation of the heather lynn chronicles
04.01.02 - "heather lynn--an honest perspective." or "heather lynn--the next jesus christ."
04.01.02 - one oh eight capital p captial m
03.31.02 - simba the eversleepy
03.31.02 - everything is funny sometimes
03.31.02 - she sets things off
03.31.02 - begin
03.29.02 - field trip
03.29.02 - just wanted to let you know
03.29.02 - snip snip
03.29.02 - gold!
03.29.02 - le fin de la name game
03.29.02 - tattooed to-do lists
03.28.02 - further mouthal moods
03.28.02 - unwon lotto
03.28.02 - and you, you get paid to file dockets, don't you?
03.28.02 - sometimes i wish my life was a pop song
03.27.02 - mufflo the wonderous is probably going to get searched at the airport today
03.25.02 - le name game continues
03.25.02 - my dad is insane
03.24.02 - he is parked right next to ruth in a space that is usually always occupied
03.22.02 - good job! i try! no burp! dish wash!
03.22.02 - where should the elephant tattoo go? on my forearm? on my back? my foot? my forehead?
03.22.02 - o yes.
03.21.02 - small aches and whines
03.21.02 - ok bye bye.
03.21.02 - shuttered windows, swingsets, flapping hands
03.21.02 - fiddles.
03.21.02 - there is the meter, there is the water
03.21.02 - i am hit up for spare change 3.5 times on a daily basis
03.20.02 - the birds of lake merritt
03.20.02 - fat girl thigh burn
03.19.02 - i am tired of crying and kicking her on the side of the freeway.
03.19.02 - my mother has a crush on dave barry
03.18.02 - two necklaces sharing pieces of a broken heart. i always wanted one of those necklaces in elementary school.
03.17.02 - hanging by the closet
03.17.02 - make new friends but keep the old, blah blah blah
03.17.02 - you make me want to ...crochet?
03.17.02 - with the helmet on, he looks like devo
03.17.02 - observation late sundays.
03.16.02 - your oddities make you laugh.
03.16.02 - keep on the sunny side, always on the sunny side
03.16.02 - so i don't have to dream alone
03.15.02 - ruth's girls gone awry
03.15.02 - braver than any normal cupcake
03.15.02 - see you in the morning
03.15.02 - fingertips pulled taut
03.14.02 - days and days and days
03.14.02 - acoustic autistic mysticisms
03.14.02 - stickystuck
03.14.02 - say goodbye to zaftig baby
03.14.02 - too many pillows
03.13.02 - lara downstairs with the harelip
03.13.02 - having a cold and avoiding everything
03.13.02 - elephant skin
03.11.02 - it was under my back while i slept and now my spine feels like it is permanently curved over its plastic sphere
03.11.02 - anything that doesn't fit i'm leaving behind
03.11.02 - in the kitchen while washing dishes
03.11.02 - ceramic cats and shag carpet
03.11.02 - the old fallbacks have fallen away
03.11.02 - low sad guitar strummin
03.10.02 - athol update number two
03.10.02 - selfish shellfish
03.10.02 - ruth's girls
03.10.02 - my babies, the capricorns. watch out, for if i love you, you too will become one of my babies.
03.09.02 - the law of the land
03.09.02 - chapped lips personified
03.09.02 - inaudible pause given in reflection of the puppies
03.08.02 - i love you shitbird, i love you.
03.08.02 - short fists and a sieve
03.08.02 - curveballs
03.08.02 - shaking buildings with hollow bone
03.07.02 - what painstakingly accurate hands forged these oval, fetal, eastery trinkets?
03.07.02 - ruth on ruth turns into an asshole on athol
03.04.02 - the assmaster
03.03.02 - a family outing.
03.03.02 - some of my kids. i love my kids.
03.03.02 - saturday with pickles and extra lettuce
03.03.02 - drama-queen-sitting.
03.02.02 - now, now
03.01.02 - and goes and goes and goes.
03.01.02 - dusk and we walked
03.01.02 - beauty, that one
03.01.02 - where are you electronic love?
02.27.02 - athol update
02.24.02 - you're such a lessssssbian, heather
02.24.02 - agitation
02.21.02 - fuzzy omens
02.20.02 - moving is hard. how did i accumulate so much crap?
02.19.02 - tomorrow happening
02.18.02 - silver lame and overzealous hand gestures
02.18.02 - elka has ketchup
02.17.02 - bad british turn of the century dramas are hilariously apt.
02.17.02 - brother afficianado
02.16.02 - he navigates us with ease.
02.16.02 - bubbles dementia
02.16.02 - woody's is a block away from my new apartment.
02.15.02 - technicolour girls are always on the telephone.
02.15.02 - the portal to the real world has been opened
02.15.02 - feelin' poopy
02.15.02 - romantic pessimism
02.12.02 - first day in the non-office workforce
02.11.02 - recall, react, relax
02.10.02 - ginger and gambling
02.10.02 - sweet small children
02.09.02 - squirrel christmas ornaments surrounded by saran wrap
02.07.02 - venturan vertigo
02.07.02 - always breaking everything that you could keep inside
02.07.02 - it's spring and you don't love me anymore.
02.07.02 - FIVE HUNDRED. HOLY MOTHER MARY.
02.07.02 - baby i'm in love with you said the car stereo to the 101
02.07.02 - ok bye.
02.05.02 - if you wanna be low, be low
02.05.02 - lisa and joanne and you, too.
02.05.02 - if you could catch crime like a cold
02.03.02 - improperly clutching
02.03.02 - peripheral bison