novembre ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- romantic pessimism um, i hate valentine's day. before this year i'd always seen it as an "appreciate your friends day" but right now things are feeling too dismal for something so optimistic. so yesterday i got very drunk and passed out near the end of "charlie's angels" subtitled in spanish. lucy liu was climbing a mountain in heels and then, bam, sleep. old fallbacks can't buffer me forever, i know. i had plans for intricate, personalized valentines for everyone i know and love, but then realized i hadn't talked to most of them in months due to some mishap or another. i had plans to circulate a tiny square book about conan o'brien but even that isn't comforting or amusing anymore. 1:59 pm - 02.15.02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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