novembre
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whenever i'm with you, all i want to do is...
dream number one
dad never sold his harley and we're going somewhere. i don't know where. i am seven, clinging to his back clinging to my baby blanket that he made me throw away a year later. asphalt and shoulder, asphalt and shoulder shoulder. dream number two
jakub is on the same flight from atlanta to la. his eyes move fast over everything. i ask him "remember how i'd always try and hug you as long as i could before you'd pull away? remember in my car, when we were at the intersection across from the 76 station, how i rested my hand on your head for a few seconds, and you picked it up off of your hair and threw it at me lightly, like my hand was paper, like it wasn't attached to me at all?" this makes him angry. i realize he will scream at me on the plane which might cause his arrest. a federal offense. i summon an airport cop and have jakub taken away before he gets on the plane, just in case. he doesn't need a federal offense on his record. i get on the plane. dream number three
micheal j fox is starring in a car chase suspense thriller film called YELLOW that is actually real life. i play the bit part of the secret investigator's daughter that is actually my real life role. after speaking with my private investigator father for a while, micheal j fox gets in a tiny sports car and speeds onto a narrow, two lane, one way bridge. he fits his tiny sports car between two big rigs going ninety. micheal j fox must stop the mafia from blowing up the bridge. he and the big rigs exit the bridge and run yellow light after yellow light. the bridge collapses anyway, in slow motion, wires thrashing concrete buckling cars falling into water.
9:48 pm - 5.24.01
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