Realizations are falling like dominoes. If I reduce stress by adding a weekend, I can see back into patterns clearly, right straight to ____ _____. I traced the loss of self confidence back to ___ _ __________ ___ ___ _ ______ get the ___ __ ______ ________. I beat myself up for my messy ______ and I handled it like a child. And yet _ ____ _____. And I wasn't even self aware enough ___ _______ __ ____ ____ it! I should have handled it better, swallowed the disappointment and learned from ____ ___ even if it happened right when both my _____________ _____.