novembre

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Lessons LEARNED

1. I need someone who is engaging and interesting, hilarious and sane.
(2. I know I have this tendency to feel incomplete when I am alone. Uninspired. Incomplete, like I'm not a real woman because I don't have anybody to love and care for. Life just isn't as exciting when you're alone, when you aren't having sex on a regular basis, when there isn't someone who knows parts of you better than you yourself do.)

3. If I never find this man and I spend my life burning through vibrator after vibrator, hugging only a succession of cats that smell like wet towels after every rain, I will STILL be happier than if I put up with another moronic loser (see 5.5).
6. I know I will go crazy if I don't have good sex on a regular basis, but hey! Maybe it will be entertaining.
5. Yes, the desperate loneliness would be better than being with a man who degrades me.

(5.5 DM excluded, because he was not moronic nor a loser. Dude just had severe depression, and it blinded his periphery, his ability to see outside himself.)

Now back to real life. Now to work on my tendency of bolting like a horse. Official ADD testing today. How sexy.

8:37 am - 10.14.10

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