novembre ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- face reality, even if it makes you want to throw up. Sorting through all the pain and love with this situation made me feel like I opened up the wounds anew. I just wanted to make peace with everything, but he's happy with his delusions. Am trying not to feel stupid, angry, or scared because of this crap anymore. He's never going to change, and he wasn't ever really interested in me in the first place -- looking back has shown me that. Dude anonymously contacted me and manipulated every communication. Every contact. I am just so disappointed in him. I think that is what I'm going to come away with, above everything else. Whenever I think about him, I am let down. 8:26 am - 10.14.10 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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