novembre ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- naieve oblong I don't think I will think about dating anybody for a long time. I think this guy I met on Sunday would understand that. Any other guys that have approached me have resorted to circling like wary sharks -- they'll just get bored and wander off. They were just sniffing my blood, trying to see what they could get. Guys like that hit on girls constantly. (Why don't they realize that sleazy is boring?) I'm not worried about them. I just have to let go of expectations for a while. Just forget how horrible the craziness he whirlwinds in and let him do his thing. Just live regardless, and don't think about guys, love, or lust. Focus on everything else. What's funny is that H and I both realized that we're wiser now, after our respective experiences. Getting dicked around really brings you back to earth. You get used to the gravity and find your equator. You know what you can take, and what you should just let drift back into the atmosphere. 11:17 pm - 10.12.10 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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