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novembre

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quiet, it's just to yourself.

Quite possibly, he and I are making each other crazy because we are standing on opposite ends of the love spectrum. He's afraid to let go of what he has, because he knows how hard it is to find something like that, and yet he's attracted to me as well.

I'm afraid to lose my reputation, income, future career prospects, and to be branded a whore. Also, I can't ethically cheat. It just isn't in me.

What if we do have a connection? I guess it doesn't matter. We've both already said no to this situation. He wants me to lie and sneak around, and I want honesty, honesty. Honesty.

2:14 pm - 09.29.10

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