novembre ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- moi aussi/group hug for individual spirit those of us in this stage are living in tandem whether we realize it or not. moi aussi. "i realized that i have been living a big part of my life filling roles for people--the good girlfriend, the good friend, the good daughter, the good employee, and et cetera. obviously my self-esteem hasn't been the greatest. i am tired of floating through life and not recognizing that i have things that are unique about me. i'm feeling really over it. i'm really recognizing that i have to take responsibility for the way that i interact within any relationship, friendship or otherwise, and that i often put myself in the "victim" role." "things are all up in the air right now, they change every single day. instead of being stressed and putting myself in a place where i use the world "should" too much, i'm just rolling with the constant flux and allowing myself to change my mind as much as i want. i'm sick of creating a world for myself in which i have to live up to impossible and not even well defined standards i have set for myself. life is a learning process and there is no time limit other than death to get it all figured out." 1:11 am - 11.10.07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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