novembre

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i just feel like i'm waiting

i don't know what i'm waiting for

actually, i do know. this year is in stark contrast from the one before it. 2003 was like dominoes lined up and falling, clacking against each other and so far, 2004 is

well, isn't.

it just isn't.

where are you going to move?
i don't know. it depends on which, if any, mfa programs accept me.
well are you going to stay here for a little while? work? love? are you going to -- will you -- are you anything?
see previous answer.



i hate this. i hate waiting for months. i've already concluded things on my own; i'm ready now.

the anxiety of the future is only equalled by the tiresomeness of the present.

6:04 pm - 02.16.04

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