novembre ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Jack Kero-cat mom's computer with the broken keyboard is in a cold room in the part of the house where there are no heating vents. the floorboards are cracked and they keep popping up out of their places. this cold room is adjoined to the living room area where dad watches bad tv until he falls asleep every night, and my walkman hasn't been working lately and i don't know how to tune it all out. there is so much to say that i don't know where to start. i added some stuff i wrote in june, and a few things from friends. read them for now, because i've been sitting in front of this screen for three hours adding them and checking my backlogged email, and you feel sorry enough for me not to complain about my lack of quick response. for now i'll tell you that i found the perfect cat. she let me carry her around and make fart noises on her stomach. i named her jack kerouac because she's on the road but really she's on the beach but i had to leave her there. i'll tell you that i got a job but it doesn't pay anything yet because their paperwork is sluggish, and i'm supposed to get $11.60 an hour. so i'm getting another job watering plants for $5 an hour until the first job pays me, even though i only have a month left in ventura. i'll tell you that i almost completely quit smoking, the easy "for good" way. i'll tell you that last night i accidentally took DAYTIME allergy pills and they kept me up all night, and it wasn't even the first fucking time that i've done this. i'll tell you that ludwig completely recovered. and that silk chocolate soymilk is the best thing in the world. and that i miss you. click on "older entries." 12:54 am - 7.21.2000 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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