novembre ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- wild cat you know, these days it seems like all i need to assure my dreams a spot in my reality is money. and right now, i don't have any. disconcerting. get-rich-quick ideas flood all of my thoughts, scaring dreams off until they no longer seem plausible. i have watched people on television get a million dollars by answering a few stupid questions, i have heard of winning lotto tickets purchased at von's next to my grandpa's old house. i don't want all of my dreams to turn into money-wishes, but the american dream pushed until it is all that i can think of. it's humiliating not to have any money. total humble pie. 4 pm - 6.8.2000 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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