novembre

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literal paraphesia = temporary inability to recall something

1. When you spend the majority of your year heartbroken, scared, and trapped in your head, you forget how fun life can be. How great it is to see your loved ones.

2. There is absolutely nothing wrong with wanting to be in love, with hoping you've found someone who completes and fulfills you. There is absolutely nothing wrong with being sad because said love can't or won't be your companion. (Or if said love turns out to be a stalker hacker sociopath. I forgot about that part.) There is everything wrong with wholly blaming yourself, making yourself into some sort of unlovable, unfun complainy monster grumbler. If you put your energy into blame, you won't have time for the good stuff.

3. Anonymous is not real.

4. I wish he was. I will always--

5. Hey, I think I'm close to something. I think I'm doing pretty good. Wish I could share it with you, but you're probably a sociopath. Man, I need to meet somebody new. Wish this didn't make me mad at myself and relentlessly pick at aspects of my appearance.

6. Some guns get drawn, but you don't need to use them.

7. I made a Wish List. I wrote down everything I want to accomplish in the next few years, and after I read over the list, I realized that it's all closer than wishes to me. It's a to-do list.

7:35 pm - 10.11.10

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