novembre

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love song

Now I remember why going out all the time had such a big draw -- it made you completely, collectively present and you didn't have to self-reflect and dwell on sad shit just to heal past it



It's about learning to be okay with being alone again, or



The way he'd come and say hi in the library. One day he asked me if I was reading porn. Once he leaned down next to me and it was almost as if I were meeting a woodland animal, I wanted to pet him. And he'd bang on the glass doors to surprise me.

I need to find a well-lit, populated place to go and study. I need people, but I also needs to quit dwelling on this stuff.