novembre ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- possibly stockholm syndrome I don't know how to deal with this guy. I've never been pursued like this before, and he feels utterly invasive. I would WELCOME someone like him, were he single, but he's not. He's going into the next phase of life, jumping off the cliff, taking the plunge, meeting the sea with his body in a yogic swan dive. He's getting married. I will NOT interfere with that. He can NOT understand this. He won't even talk to me in person, he just stalks me on the internet. I could understand it and get to know him and feel less threatened, but everything about what he's doing is unethical and I can't justify it. I want the him that I remember before all this started, the him that was who he is now, but picking less fights. He was my friend. I didn't mean to fall in love with him, I didn't mean to interrupt his life. 8:20 pm - 09.28.10 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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