novembre ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- happy birthday i watched from afar when you find yourself without a singular core group of friends that all hang out with one another, rather you have close friends who don't know each other or you hang out with different groups of people, sometimes you begin to feel like you don't really belong anywhere. for a while you run with one group but there are lulls in calls and time passes, and suddenly there's a surge from everyone, and you begin to feel so fragmented. you love everyone but feel like nobody'd really miss you, anyway. you're just an outsider and you will always stay that way. i'm going to listen to irma thomas now. enough of this bullshit sad mood. 1:45 am - 05.13.05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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