novembre ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- free jazz the cats are chirping like birds, brushing against my feet and sitting as close to the keyboard as possible. 1) she told me how her husband took john ashbery to a toy store in iowa the other day. john ashbery. barbies and legos. 2) he spoke in a bill cosby voice and made trumpet sounds behind me while i read his poetry. "i'm trying to avoid i statements that are actually about myself." "so you didn't really scalp tickets?" "damn, you got me." 3) i stayed in today. my throat is cottony from neglect. the chiropractor told me that my sacrum is deviated thanks to years of obesity. i only felt the pain once the weight was gone. how is that for ironic? growing older means growing aware. there is a double-consciousness when it comes to avoidance, these days. there is a double-consciousness to this statement, and we all know it: 12:45 am - 10.01.04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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