novembre ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- time capsule as of tomorrow i will have kept novembre up four years. feels like longer. i hardly write with much context, but there enough so that i can recall memories based on any one entry in my archives. i avoid reading my archives but i did tonight, the entire first year. entries full of self-loathing and doubt. so i have changed. i have grown. the weak spine went out the back door and now here i am. i try and keep my head up when i walk home from work. do you still love me, now that i know what control is? four years. so small a time span for so far away from then i feel now. 8:41 pm - 06.24.04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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