novembre ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- where did you go? she ate breakfast at denny's at four am this morning and woke up this afternoon with food poisoning. so she and i are not driving six hours south today. (we will go tomorrow and she will be slightly green.) instead of headlights and jackets heaped on our laps to keep us warm while i roll down the window to keep me awake, i am holed up in this cold, beautiful but rotting apartment sorting everything i've carted around with me for the past six years. what stays, what goes? i am only moving downstairs but it is away from sad habits all the same. (i want to tell you what my plans are but whenever i talk about things beforehand i jinx them; if i let myself get too idealilistic, nothing changes, it just balloons into daydreams.) 8:49 pm - 12.22.02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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