novembre ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- sepia-tones. i have been having deja vu all week at work. things i dreamed years ago are happening lately; small, inconsequential things like watching the kids interact in the middle of a pondwalk, driving around south san francisco looking for a pizza parlour, sitting on a grassy lump of a hill facing the wind blowing out over the berkeley harbor. does this mean that i'm where i'm supposed to be, or that i didn't do the things to keep me from being here? or that i would have ended up here regardless of everything, and so i have to make better choices for the moment and not put things off? because the moment is mutable. the future happens regardless. 6:35 pm - 09.27.02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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