novembre ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- zoom zoom it's me in the moon everything's easier when it happens far away, or at least when things are spaced evenly and accordingly. i am not good at avalanches, the ripple effect makes me forget things like grocery shopping washing my hair writing letters. the ripple effect feels like earthquakes in my bones, the marrow shakes and vibrates until my teeth chatter and i'm so sick of everything i just go outside and smoke myself another cigarette, another cigarette, i know i said i'd quit but what the fuck does anything matter, i haven't taken a shower in four days and i miss the puppies 11:41 pm - 11.14.01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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