novembre ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "jesus wept and moses crept!" -my coworker stephanie disatrous blue monday. big hair that tweedles out on the ends, curling up and making me a fat patty duke lookalike. lunch hour spent at taco bell; remind me never to eat there again. everything tasted like paper and sand. am filled up on diet pepsi and sand. reading, reading, working reading, all i want to do really is hide under a shady tree at some quiet, non buggy park and read. cramps. attack of the cramps. throbbing dulling pain. big hair. karen gave me australian menstrual drugs. feel as if i am floating. feel as if my face is falling off. why are there puddles dotting the taco bell parking lot? it hasn't rained lately, the place isn't near any water outlet: there is no feasible explanation for the puddles. aggrivating. saturday i bought the slippers i am now wearing as work shoes. eighty dollar nine west slipper shoes on sale for i don't remember how much, called slippers by me because i slip them off and air my feet under my desk while listening to steph bitch out a modelling agency for sending the clients a very expensive, threatening looking dog that the clients xnayed due to recent san franciscan dog maulings. sit and read in car. sit and read outside. side projects. on the phone with ups for an hour deciphering tracking codes and late charges. taco bell puddles and big hair. all i want to do is hide in my bed and watch bad television. or float in a tub. no, swim. i'd like to swim all day. 2:19 pm - 6.18.01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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