novembre ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- fucked up romance i am worried because i suspect she is only eating when she is around me. food and girls are tortured lovers. i am recovering from bulimia whether the extra gallons of stomach acid in my system knows it or not. there is bile in my throat. whenever i eat something more bile comes. it feels like my insides are on fire. one of my housemates freaks out whenever we have junk food in the house. her definition of "junk food" is: anything you don't have to prepare. she was anorexic when she was eleven. i am worried because i think i have turned into bile. 11:49 pm - 10.4.2000 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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